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    I had a sweater and jeans on, and my rapist knows he’s a rapist, and he enjoys it - he enjoys his freedom because my parents told me, “he’s a good Christian, he wouldn’t do that.”  So he walks free unpunished and gloats, he has smiled at me like the Cheshire cat since he raped me 12/27/1997.  I walk tortured, constantly feeling ashamed and dirty and worst of all, I lost not only my virginity but also the last of my innocence.  He is happy and free, but I am chained by the memories and nightmares and I am the one who suffers because he’s a good Christian.  I guess I should have prayed more.  Would God have stopped it then?

    I had a sweater and jeans on, and my rapist knows he’s a rapist, and he enjoys it - he enjoys his freedom because my parents told me, “he’s a good Christian, he wouldn’t do that.”  So he walks free unpunished and gloats, he has smiled at me like the Cheshire cat since he raped me 12/27/1997.  I walk tortured, constantly feeling ashamed and dirty and worst of all, I lost not only my virginity but also the last of my innocence.  He is happy and free, but I am chained by the memories and nightmares and I am the one who suffers because he’s a good Christian.  I guess I should have prayed more.  Would God have stopped it then?

    (Source: i-suckseed, via followtheom)

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